Water Under The Bridge

Well I’m in the good ole ATL thanks to Jeralyn….this message will be brief….this computer is slow so I don’t plan to use it often….
For those that had good advice/consoling for me….thanks….I’m not a perfect guy, but I’m working on improving myself….one day at a time….one day at a time….
As Che says, “Holla Bizzle”

Don’t let anyone tell you that words can’t hurt….
I’ve hurt someone I really care about….there is nothing I can do now….I’ve lost her….after all of the back and forth and when I realize that there was REALLY SOMETHING there after all I slip up and betray her trust so that I can one up her [...]

Every now and again I get the urge to listen to a song on a particular “pre-MP3″ CD….this song was on my mind for whatever reason
Lyrics courtesy of the Original hip-hop lyric archive….
From A Tribe Called Quests five mic album “Midnight Marauders”

“8 Million Stories”
Verse One: Phife Dawg
Went to Carvel to get a milk [...]

I don’t know how I feel about me and Baby Che being characterized as having megalomaniacal tendencies….maybe Nina…but hey….Raj usually comes with the truth so maybe I need to open up and accept the fact that I wish to become a ruthless tyrant….
I think I’m somewhat narcissitic….I’m very self centered and I always think of [...]

For the longest (like till I got to college) I thought it was an APV that the Police used to put out….
Anyway, today’s been a pretty cool day….I talked to Kkarma today on AIM!….she’s so cool….
The Falcons ran up the score on the Panthers….it’s nice to shut out a team you play twice on both [...]

Right now I’m looking for inspiration….I’m listening to Jimi Hendrix “(Have You Ever Been To) Electric Ladyland”….I feel empty right now….I haven’t eaten either….Jimi’s imploring me to “Make love, make love, make love….”….wishful thinking man….
The thing about me is, I can’t listen to a whole song unless I’m in the mood for it….with the evergrowing [...]

Somehow during the middle of a hectic day at Meharry; me, Jeralyn, Dave, H to the Izzo (Heather) and M dot Brown ended up in the computer lab and this page becomes the focus of attention….
And there was significant attention brought to the infamous Houston Trip entry in my old journal…..
So I’m bringing it back….right [...]

Rather than talk about the bad things in my day I’ll bring up the good things….let’s see if I can change my kharma….
I enjoyed an eggnog latte from Starbuck’s and some good ole Taco Bell….those who know me know that I’m the biggest Taco Bell fiend this side of the Mississippi River….
I had my latte [...]

My cable is out….
I’ve got a lingering cold….
I’m lacking energy….
I’m grumpy…..
I’ve pissed off someone I was just starting to get to come around….
I need a haircut….
I have no money…..
and bill collectors keep calling from “Unknown Name, Unknown Number”
I am going to sleep!

The homie Dave (of the Houston Trip and other noteworthy stories) just left the crib with a friend of his….
Elzhi from Slum Village….
I burned some CD’s for Dave and showed El some shit on Vice City….he’s a real cool nigga….he really loves his craft….I felt like I just had a brush with living and breathing [...]