Water Under The Bridge

In a few hours it will be midnight….the beginning of the last day of the year….
It’s been a wild ride….
I want to take a moment and just express thanks….
Thanks to God for the blessings….as bad as things have been this year they could have been worse….and I have also had some good things happen as [...]

As if this year weren’t already the worst in my life it took two steps further in cementing “year in hell” status….
The first event isn’t all that big a deal in retrospect….I will no longer be dealing with someone who I foolishly have considered a friend for years, despite his constant need to belittle me [...]

Rolled out with the homie Eulus last night….
We went to his house and talked with his moms for the first time in a long time….it was good seeing her….
We then went to go scoop up his cousin, the beautiful Brandy….
After getting some breath mints and vodka chaser cranberry juice we hit buckhead for some Thursday [...]

Merry Christmas (and Happy Festivus for the rest of us…..)
The title is from one of the favorite Christmas songs of me and my sisters….sung by James Brown, it holds a special place in our hearts….(just another title that has little to nothing to do with the content of this entry)
As I get older and further [...]

Well I spoke of reuniting with the homies last week….well last night we got together and went out on the town….well not really on the town….but Buckhead….and that was enough….
Nile had passes to the Havana Club….I saw a few people I hadn’t seen in awhile and a few others that I had only talked to [...]

I’m not perfect but I do my best….
I’m a product of my upbringing and my genes….I’m sensitive and compassionate…..that will help me in my future profession….but it’s a double edged sword…..
I’m also quick-witted and sharp tongued….I can hurt with my words….but I don’t mean to….what makes me so charming (at times) also makes me a [...]

….not with THE OJ by my side….
As some of you may have noticed, my page was down for awhile for the reasons I stated earlier….
But like Pookie and his unkickable crack addiction, I’m back!!
So let’s talk about “pulling a Brock”….see my dad has a homie named Brock….one of his best friends from college….he’s one of [...]

Well folks….I forgot to renew the domain name of this place….you know….Killacal.net….and so if you’ve tried to come here recently and saw some search engine (the one I mentioned in the last entry you may not have seen) that is why….yes I am a dumbass…
I am sure I sounded like a complete idiot on the [...]

Last night I had a panic attack of sorts….see I am behind on bills, today I’m depositing some emergency funds to pay my credit card bill….one of the things that credit card pays for is this site….
So imagine the feelings I felt when my sister Che came upon my site and found one of those [...]

Very few people really fathom my laziness….Nile knows….Jeralyn has some idea….Geoff knows for sure….maybe OJ….
Well I am sitting here with this laptop on my lap….enduring this psuedo-seance show….you know the kind I’m talking about, where the host claims to channel the thoughts of some dead relative to his audience members with attatchment/grieving issues….
Anyway, I can’t [...]