Water Under The Bridge

So after sobering up and confronting my issues head on, I’m supposed to feel better right?
I’m not supposed to feel worse right?
But I do. My life will never be the same again.
I feel immature and childish, but more than anything like a goddamn fool. That’s the way it goes though I guess.

It started this summer. When exactly, I’m not sure. But I knew that it was more than just liking you as a friend.
Damn, as simple as that I’ve said it. I didn’t try for that to happen. As a matter of fact even as I was starting to feel that way [...]

I can’t have another night like last night again for a while. I spent too much money, I drank too much, and well….I did too much. I can barely move right now.
It’s funny, I still have a lot on my mind. Much of it is the same as before. But I’ve [...]

That title might sound familiar to some of you. That’s because that’s a line from the hook to a song I’ve been digging lately, “Iris” by the Goo Goo Dolls (most of my titles come from various lines from songs i dig, FYI….google some of them) Still not familiar? Maybe you’ve seen [...]

I just have a few questions for you readers….your assistance is greatly appreciated.
1) Do I put too much of my business “out there”?
2) If you were one of the people in one of my entries do you think I should ask your permission before writing about you?
3) What type of entries are [...]

I put something I didn’t really think out well….
If you saw it, it was meant to be…if not….it wasn’t meant to be….
Chalk it up to too much alcohol and lowered inhibitions….

I told ya’ll I would be back tonight….not that anyone noticed….
So yeah, I came to a realization just now. When I get into these bad moods, I like to blame the people around me. I don’t know why I do it, but the realization I made is that it’s wrong. I isolate [...]

If you’ve read the new and very informative “about” section of this website (scroll up and look on the flash design!) then you know that Stevie Wonder is my favorite musician.
One of my favorite songs of his is “Ordinary Pain”. It was playing when I decided to write this entry. As a matter [...]

You are looking at the new and improved “Water Under The Bridge”
The design, concept, pictures, installation….shit everything is courtesy of O 2 the J aka O.com aka Vincent Vega our man in Amsterdam….throw some business at him over at www.fmlive.net
It’s dope, don’t you think!
The if you refresh/come back later, the picture on the top reloads….O [...]

Ah, another day, another Scarface quotation.
In the ongoing battle to discover what the hell my problem is, today we will delve into my trust issues.
That’s right, I can’t trust anyone. I’ve tried. It just doesn’t work. I mean don’t get me wrong, I’m not completely devoid of trust. I know there [...]