I am my own worst enemy. I’m good for placing a land mine and then stepping into it!
Archive | August, 2008
It’s A Jodeci Kind of Day
My apartment is almost back to 100%….all I need now is the blinds replaced in the living room.
Yesterday was good, not great. I suck at these type things, you have to know. But I’m giving it the old college try…well maybe not the “old college try”, but I’m making an effort. And [...]
Like A Certain Song By The Cars
Yesterday I was feeling like Miss Sophia when she saw Celie that one time in the grocery store. I was feeling mighty down, mighty low.
I happened upon a guy I know in the second year class who told me that they were doing something to celebrate the end of their block of exams. [...]
One Day Later…
I’m still all messed up over Danny’s death. It still hasn’t really hit me, but I fear for when it does. I keep trying to make sense of it, even though my logic, training, and good sense tells me that I can’t! I try to see it as God’s will, and that’s [...]
Dear Danny
Dear Danny a.k.a. Giles
You had been on my mind the past few weeks. Something, I guess it was God was telling me to just call you and check up on you, and like usual I ignored the voice and kept plugging along with my own selfish activities, because hey, the wedding was coming up and [...]
When The Ish Hits The Fan
Right now, the best analogy I can make about how most of the aspects of my life are going right now is a whirlpool. I feel like I’m being sucked downward and I’m spiralling out of control. I’m completely out of control, it’s completely out of my hands.
Oh the occassional raft gets thrown [...]
Things I Think I Think: Late Night Edition
You know sometimes you just have to write when you feel like it….
- I think sometimes I can be a real asshole, like walking around with headphones on to avoid conversations with people that I don’t feel like talking to….sometimes I’m not even listening to anything….
- I think there is no better sound than Chaka [...]
Verbally Naked
I write all these things on here, fully aware that one day at some point it’ll all be held against me. I’m brutally honest and I know that there are some out there who only read it for that purpose and maliciously at that. It’s fine. I sort of see it as [...]
Everybody Hurts Sometimes…
Yesterday was probably the most depressing day in a long time and for once it wasn’t all about me. The Meharry “Family” lost a member but it was more than that.
The 800 pound gorilla in the room was awoken in a big way, and yet, I think he remains unnoticed by those who desperately [...]
Argh!!!!!
Today was officially the longest day ever. Just when I thought it was over it kept going and going and going. By the time I got home I was ready to put my foot through a window. I felt like Barry Egan in Punch-Drunk Love.
I need a fucking drink….
