Water Under The Bridge

One of my long standing goals is to see Frankie Beverly and Maze in concert. I know they perform at Essencefest every year, but one of these days they are going to stop performing, this is just a matter of inevitable fact.
I don’t often acknowledge how much I love their music. One of [...]

I’ll never be that smooth, suave brother. I’m kind of uncoordinated and I’m awkward. I know these things about myself. I hardly ever say the right thing, and when I do I usually do something to negate it later on.
What I am is a pretty witty guy. I have an odd [...]

I’ve never felt more alone than I do right now. I feel unloved, unwanted, uncared for, and a bunch of other things.
*sigh*

Right now I’m enjoying life and all that comes with it. The good and the bad. I’m trying to keep things in perspective, even in the moments when I find myself pouting about poor outcomes in *ahem* certain aspects.
I realize that overall I’m blessed and highly favored.
Clinically I had a pretty great week! [...]

Maybe there is something to that whole “throwing yourself into your work” thing when you have problems in *ahem* other areas. I decided that was just what I was going to do. I worked on Saturday and then yesterday we had a full day as well. That’s all well and good, I [...]

I’m changing. I know I am, I can feel it. For better or for worse, the old Calvin is dying, being replaced by the Killa. It’s happened one too many times.
Sorry…..

Man so I was down in the dumps about some ish, letting it rule the way I move. But I just had a moment of clarity that was so profound I had to come share it.
What the f*ck man? I’m the Killa! I’m great and eventually all good things will come to [...]

I’ll never forget the very first time I read the Boston Sports Guy. It was one of his preview editions for one of the major and he was using movie quotes from Boogie Nights. I remember feeling that he was a breath of fresh air as far as sports writers go. He [...]