I was telling H yesterday, Umbrella has been supplanted as my number one song….by apparently an OLDER song, but hey it’s new to me.  Nelly Furtado’s "Maneater" is now number one in the Killa ranks.  No this doesn’t have anything to do with recent run ins with real life maneaters, I just like Nelly’s voice…really I do!

So last night was interesting.  I went to a dinner party….well I guess that was part of it….it was more party-ish with dinner served, you know what I mean?  It was really cool.

I’m witholding details…..this isn’t like me….

Eff it, so there is this chick that is almost universally recognized as one of the *ahem* doper chicks in the general vacinity and she was there and I don’t know what it is about her, but she is very captivating.  Now we all know that I’m about as girl crazy as they come.  I have the hormones of a 12 year old boy (and some would argue the mentality as well…but that’s neither here nor there).  But yeah, I know I don’t stand a snowball’s chance in hell with old girl, but I can get my Dan Hartman on (i.e. I can dream about her).

What’s funny is that I’m sure she has so much experience with dudes fumbling and stumbling around her that she kinda knew what was going on in my head.  She was so much cooler about it than alot of other chicks.  I find that how she looks or even her volume of male attention is generally independant of how well a chick deals with advances (or in my case lack of) from guys.  Some girls either have it or they don’t.  She had it, it being tact and savvy.  The odd thing about it is, it only makes me more intrigued.  But I’mma leave it alone, I only allow myself 3 unrequited crushes at one time.  At least that’s what I’m telling myself….