I can’t have another night like last night again for a while. I spent too much money, I drank too much, and well….I did too much. I can barely move right now.

It’s funny, I still have a lot on my mind. Much of it is the same as before. But I’ve reached a point where I’m kind of content with things. The status quo is okay I suppose for now, even when I sometimes get those feelings that bubble up.

I hate when I zone out and start thinking about something and someone else notices and asks what’s on my mind. One day I’m going to surprise someone and actually TELL them EXACTLY what I’m thinking about and I will trust that people will learn from that person not to ask me that anymore.

It really sucks to be both observant and super-analytical. One or the other is cool. But when you notice EVERYTHING and want to break it down to the nth degree it really starts to drive you crazy. Especially when it’s something beyond your control.

Anyway I’m rambling, and I’m not really going anywhere with it. At least not anywhere I’m ready to take ya’ll. One day I will though, I promise.