Finding out you got a huge hyperactive chimpanzee off of your back is the sweetest hangover that I don’t want to get over!  I’ve been trying to put into words exactly how I feel right now and I still am unable.  It still feels very surreal to be honest.  I don’t have that "now what" feeling that I’ve had when I had other major accomplishments because I’m already in the middle of my "now what" in the Ob/Gyn clinic.  No it’s more of the biggest sigh of relief since the morning we found out my dad was going to live and even at that moment it was touch and go.  This one is different.  It’s over, it’s final, I did what I had to do finally!

Still..it doesn’t seem real.  My biggest foe has been vanquished, does that mean I need to seek out a new foe or can I live my life in a "Pax Romana" type of mentality.  Can I focus now on continuing to better myself?  I’m not certain, sometimes I think I NEED some type of internal struggle to thrive.  I’m so used to things being harder than they should be.  How do I get out of that?

As for the right now?…Right now it’s a celebration!!!  We’ll worry about tomorrow when it gets here!