I’ll never be that smooth, suave brother. I’m kind of uncoordinated and I’m awkward. I know these things about myself. I hardly ever say the right thing, and when I do I usually do something to negate it later on.
What I am is a pretty witty guy. I have an odd sense of humor, but if you get it you really get it, and to be honest I don’t want anybody who doesn’t get it. I’m smart and I value intelligence over just about everything else.
I’m determined. When I see what I want I am “focused man”. I don’t see anything else. It’s a blessing and a curse. I don’t enjoy the chase, but I stay with my eye on the prize if that makes any sense.
I can’t change me…and I can’t make anybody want me….all I can do is put the best me out there and hope she likes it…whoever she may be….
Who I am is what I am….
September 22nd, 2008 at 10:22 pm
I feel that shit, myyyyyyy nigga. damn!
September 25th, 2008 at 9:25 pm
You have to come to point in your life to realize that you’re happiness and fulfillment doesn’t come from an external someone, but within you. And not saying that I have learned this lesson perfectly, or even well, but it is something that has brought peace. And that is something that is priceless. Don’t settle. You deserve happiness and someone who appreciates your uniqueness. Find peace.